you know I dreamed about you for twenty-nine years.

It is thunderstorming really crazily outside. I love thunderstorms but my dog is such a basket case, it takes some fun out of it.

things that are great:

1. the new National CD
2. about 25% of the clothes at forever 21
3. Jason Segel --omg I love this guy too much. He was on Freaks and Geeks and Undeclared and now he is on How I Met Your Mother and basically every time he talks I laugh until I cry. If you don't watch any of those shows you may recognize him as one of Seth Rogen's friends from Knocked Up. Also IMDB just showed me that he is making a movie co-starring Kristen Bell. Which is just too much awesome. veronica mars for the win.
4. Harry Potter. Yeah I bet no one ever said that before. Whatever I know it's overhyped but I love it so much. I have read the first five books so far this summer. Actually I just finished Book Five today. It was weird because the first time I read it I remember hating it, but this time as soon as I opened the book it was like crack. I kind of loved it. Maybe because this time I didn't cry like a bitch.
5. Matt Nathanson's blog--hahahaha. Matt Nathanson you are my favorite. I wish I could just be your opening act and go on your tour bus and listen to every random thing you say. If you don't love Matt Nathanson you should learn what's up!
6. One Tree Hill reruns on Soap Net (obviously)
7. Planet Unicorn: Remixx.
8. The new drink I invented, Diet Coke plus an entire thing of Crystal Light Lemonade powder.
9. Pitchfork Music Festival. Well this is premature but it was sick last year and I am only expecting it to be better. Wow way to set your self up for disappointment EJ.
10. Yogurt from Target, or Archer Farms yogurt. I don't know what the deal is with me and yogurt lately but I honestly eat at least one yogurt a day. My new preferred brand is the yogurt from Target which I thought was called Archer Hills but I guess it is Archer Farms so thank you Wikipedia. The Honey Almond is my especial favorite. These yogurts from Target are just really good.

Okay I don't know how that list got so long. Blogging always makes me feel like such a loser but I still like it sort of. It's sort of like having a friend that doesn't talk or listen. Or going to therapy if your therapist is a rock.

Maybe this blog would be better if it were more frequent and shorter? No one wants to read this long shit. Haha but no one reads this! Never mind.

Okay so in like 23 hours I will be nineteen. I know I am younger than everyone else but that seems realyl old to me. My life is going by quickly and it seems to be pretty pointless so far. I wish I could stop time and figure out what the hell is going on. I think about how short life is like every second, that is probably totally counterproductive. I sound like a super-stoned philosophy major. I am going to stop.

Well it's pretty late. I guess I will go to bed. Tomorrow I am going to take a bike ride and watch fireworks. My life is pretty much the same as it was when I was twelve, except sometimes I drink and make bad choices. Obviously twelve was better.